Friday, April 4, 2008

Juggling and dropping the ball

School has been mostly annoying as of late; way too much information (interesting as it is), and it's taking up the bulk of my time and effort. There were a lot of nights where I wanted to keep up with my blog, but just couldn't on account of reading, reading, reading. However, that's OK in the sense that it's a necessary step in life. No sacrifice, no victory (two points for the reference). I'll have free time to really get in to this during summer.

Here's what I *really* don't like about school right now; the time it's taking up is directly affecting a lot of my friendships. Katelynn and I haven't said more than twenty things to each other in about a month (my theory is that she didn't approve of my skipping all the Micro exam two material to focus on Physiology). That sucks, hard. It's kind of awkward around her, but I'm hoping we sort things out eventually, because I'd be disappointed to lose her as a friend. I haven't done anything with Tiffany since before she left for Florida for Spring Break, since we're both busy (her more-so). That's lame too. I don't like it at all, but will have to weather the storm; I can't snap my fingers and make life simple. I've put off talking to Brittney, again due to loads of schoolwork. We both agreed that we've been lazy friends in the past few months, and I hope that that can change. Of course I haven't exchanged much with Eric, or Matt, or Jeirid either.

I'm getting the distinct impression that I'm the worst person to befriend ever. I'm not saying that to feel sorry for myself or get a heap of sympathy. It's just how it looks right now. Sigh, just one of many things I should be looking to work on in the next few weeks, along with the Kreb's cycle and how blood flow is controlled within the heart. Yay.